i went to soccer practice for the first time, and it was so hard... i feel like dying already.. its 2 hours, but we have to jog in place the whole time, and do a lot of sprints and working out stuff like crunches and hitting the ball with your head and chest which is really hard for me, and chokest running, and today people said that it was the easiest practice so far. i want to stay in shape, but i don't think that im gonna be able to do this. so...well a summary of stuff thats happened is shawn asked me out, then i actually was hanging around wit pualei the whole past 2 weekends, and shawn was there most of the time.. pua had a party too on halloween and only about 10 peeps showed up, and we went trick or treating, me and this girl nikki from colorado were the only ones wearing costumes X.X and then we played games like truth or dare and suck and blow and there was only 4 guys there.. about.... and i really wanted to suck the paper from shawn, but i didnt know if he still liked me or what, cuz all he did was act sad and alone and he didnt want to come, cuz there was like a big party gion on at hawaiian homes, and isaac skus cuz he stayed there and he said he was going her party, but... i slept over her house plenty too. and i went to awas dads funeral, and i almost cried but i stood by myself in the back for the time cuz i was a little late. so one time me and pua and shawn and lucas (shawns half brother with really really nice eyes) and shawns fat i think, cuz he always wears his rashguard, but lucas has such a nice body!! hes really toh i tink, but kory is so stupid he told him that i liked him, when at first i only said that so he would stop asking me who i liked, but i hope he knows that i dont... becuz isaac is SO cute!!! eh si os etuc tub un poco diputs, and i went to the dentist on wensday, and when i was leaving to go on the elevator, this old lady comes by me and starts looking at my uniform and then we go on the elevator... and she says oh what school is that? kamehameha. oh, my grandson goes there! oh really? what grade is he in? uhh..... i think 8th. yeah? what's his name? um.. isaac morales. oh yeah!! i know him! he's a freshman! yeah, today's his birthday and i'm going to his house now to give him a card. (we get off) well tell him tiffany said happy birthday! what? stephanie? ok! bye! no, tiffany...... (next day, he never go school on 11/6) hey isaac! i saw your grandma yesterday. yeah, stephanie. she said yesterday was your birthday. oh yeah. how old are you? 12. oh, right, whatever, well happy birthday. and then i gave him 20$ and kory is even more stupid because i think hes telling people that i like lucas and isaac, but he doesnt know that i actually do X.X hes so bakatarre!!! >< now lowen is asking me for 20$ all the time, but im just broke x.x lowens cool and hes goin out wit chaunsey. i give him food all the time, but i really just don't know why. soccer was hard. u no im always thinkin about u guys and i really miss seabury!! kam is extremely STUPID (all our classes are at a sitting pace, cuz nobody pays attention to the teacher at all, and our pe is really hard cuz we have to run 2 miles each day, and they make the athletic program stuffs so hard to kill you...! i hope i can stay on soccer, but i dont want to buy shoes and socks and end up not doing it. it is hard like i know what hard and endurance and will actually means now.) i want to do paddling, too, cuz well you can tell by lookin at him isaac has really big shoulders and he paddles, but i heard that its also a kill cuz they have to run back and forth on the beach and lift weights all the time. but i think i really want to do that. i hope i can do something for my college stuff. i might become some kinda scientist. like a geneologist. but i dont know. and i am 100% absolutely sure that by 12th grade, our school will be pretty bad and any college would take a seabury student over a kam one. i am hoping i can go back 2 u guys next year! and COFF u hafta visit soon!!!

isaac dai suki! *.*


posted by aisha at 7:36 PM